Thursday, May 5 2016
I have discovered short before I almost died that Love will, in fact,
tear us apart; but, you have a choice about which Love does it.
I have been on rollercoasters of emotion due to chasing vices (quick highs and lows) instead of allow my body to rest and bring me into the consciousness that allows expression.
I have realized that money is the root of all evil but that artists can hold their integrity by helping others lift themselves up with their money and spirits (wine included). Mental health is something I want to continue contributing to, but there are also other things I wish to do if I had the money, namely; energy crisis, artificial intelligence for medicine, and even music.
I believe that music has guided me to the truest Path which I could realize but I understand that it may not be true for someone else. I feel like patience is needed to harness our power here on Earth. Things do not always happen while you are here waiting but that is an illusion because life is not static when it believes in true change. The fine tuning of the universe allows any person(s) to guide the future if their intentions are pure and true; the corruption we see and feel is from deviations from the Path away from Truth and towards the Path of Discord. Yes, I understand that anyone may disagree, and this is the free will that exists both in my understanding and without it. Nature is a brook running out of the ocean and back into diamonds worn by both the poor and rich alike, however, nothing is truly awakened lest it understand that suffering will continue unless shared in pieces with the infinite spacetime and world that exists beyond anyone's imagination and within it.
These are my opinions and even I disagree with them.
Only thing I know is that I love my heroine, truly and deeply.
And I shall say, he or she who is set free in a moment can be free forever after; it is simply a choice.