What’s my score?
I know you’re keeping tally
Everybody seems to be doing it
So, how am I faring?
Did my freshest mistake
Counter my last ten pluses?
I feel like I’m missing something here
Some secret guideline I’ve never been shown
Or maybe the fact that I am a monster
And never learned how to be a human being
Am I on permanent probation?
One step into the darkness
And I am never allowed to leave again
A monitor as shackles
My personality as the weight
What’s the point of a friendship
When forgiveness doesn’t come free?