ok generally i'm cool with seeing people kiss and stuff and it doesn't really bother me and just y'know pda and stuff like that is ok with me in general but whenever i think about myself being kissed there's this high pitched constant panicked screaming that erupts in the back of my head and i just gah i really really can't deal with stuff that isn't platonic like nose kisses and hugs and hand holding is ok but i really! can't! stand! kissing! or! other! stuff! i don't know why!!!!