I wish someone informed me that getting closer to the 'truth' about reality is a task that you can't unburden. You realise how much freedom you have, in a universe that has no inherit meaning. You see society, humanity and everything else for what it truly is. Forget about all the societal programming that has kept you going so far, you realize you are truly on your own, truly isolated in your human body. You realise you can choose life or death and it ultimately makes no difference. You must constantly fight this truth by affirming your life, loving people a little bit harder, pursuing your passions a little bit harder, all the while unable to experience these things at face value from the perspective of a blissfully ignorant being.