I am dying to go somewhere warmer. I miss Hawaii; I think I'm going to go back sometime very soon. If I bust my ass at this new club and work hard every day all day, I'll have enough money to pay back what I owe on unused plane tickets for the UK and then enough to buy tickets to Hawaii plus spending money/whatever while I'm there in no time.
All I know is that my soul is absolutely dying in this tumbleweed wasteland and I want to be somewhere else for a little while. I'm tired of wearing so many clothes all the time and feeling like a sack and shaking every time I go out and having to deal with cold rain and iced-over windshields. I'd much rather be in a humid, warm place. The last time I went there was seven-eight years ago and I'm dying to go back.