I think one of the great disservices to the human condition, is how it lumps so much practice into large containers. We have this vast base of knowing, but in order to stay in line with societal boundary's, we give a stigmatic label to a broad spectrum of living methods.
For me I am a deeply respectful and spiritual person. So for the first half of my life, being in alignment with what was considered Gods law as dictated by the bible was very very high priority. To "act as" or "think as" was normalized, so it seemed that the importance was the relationship with creator.
I did me no disservice to see life from that lens, because it blessed me with the compassion for the human species. Where we might look out into the world in horror now, you could always see the potential in human beings. You could always sense the glimmer of their potential selves.
I cant say this Sunday, that I see that as the solemn purpose of my life. It was a priority to seek to walk with and know God, to make aware to that force my presence, or to let it be within me a relationship that leads by the relationship.
I can say now, from what life has given me, that separation from the source of creation is fundamentally impossible. As a tangent of consciousness, I am always connected to the divine spark. The only option free will provided, is my ability to deny that connection.
But I don't seek to know, or seek to understand the motivation or the ways of what made everything I can sense possible. Not only would this be unfathomable from my current evolutionary state, it would make me unable to use time effectively as a human being.
Seeking to know the source of all things on any personal level, to me feels like it steps away from my true purpose. That is service. Service asks to serve well, but does not ask to see the entire motivation behind the act.
We are all magic, we all have a connection to the esoteric nature of being, and we are all capable of dabbling in the potentials of the occult. But these explorations come from examining what is, of seeing beyond the limit of practice and awareness, into what can be.
Ascension as its described is really only stripping away false paradigm. Getting to the essence or core of what a life can and should be, and removing the false dictates that pacify us into serving something else, usually something that takes away our life for fleeting chemical stimulation.
To be a seeker is the removal of pretext, it violates all the rules of participation, and makes obsolete the labels engraved in us by a society who's motivation is control and manipulation. We can hardly ignore what that society is about in our modern day.
Exploration of the forces that persist beyond the limiting beliefs, is threatening to that very group. Ignorance always sets itself to eliminate what does not follow the rules of engagement, because what lies on the other side is truly unmanageable.
What are considered super powers or sorcery or magic, are simply working in unison with forces that already exist beyond our limiting beliefs. They are what could be labeled extra sensory technology, because they appear advanced to a general awareness trapped in an illusion. One that believes the way they interpret the world is all the world is capable of.
Magic really is becoming so much a component of the world we exist in, that we can work with those energy's to produce results of intention. To harness awareness and intention in this way, means you gain power to use progressively a living set of forces, they have dynamism, meaning they can be concentrated and used to effect observable reality.
We shun this because we are conditioned to. We don't want to have another person have the capacity to manipulate things that seem static, that seem to only profess themselves as such. When a living person is so effectively focused, and in step with what created our world, then they become a part of what makes our world possible.
If you look at the world as described to you, its really a huge set of limits, of relationships with things that science could not describe as anything else. But when you factor the reams of data and science that exists, all history, and all biological sciences, you realize whats taught and told are outmoded, or clearly attached to an ideology.
If we seek within the standard fare, only this version of being can be. Stand out or recite data outside of this realm, and you instantly gain a badge from that very institution. Seeking is merely an awareness that there is more, so spending all that money on becoming a this or that simply makes you a more effective component of that existing system.
When we seek into ascension, when we work to activate, and then learn to use our 3rd eye, then we begin to use part of us that already exists as we were really meant to use it. We reformat our relationship with our senses to include the connection to energy states and practices, and turn ourselves to a larger world that surrounds us.
Many things break, and thus fall away from this seeking, because the world we were born unto becomes unpalatable. The colloquialisms cease to keep us distracted, and we start to seek others who can relate to this much larger world that was always there.
Its not wrong to want more than a materialist life, because its that very life that leaves you wanting. To let that part of you die is to reclaim your space as an individual, to give away the attachments and motivations that that world can provide.
Seek to be what you can give to the situation, and most all life falls into place. You create serenity within yourself, and as you exude that emotional state, you effect everyone and everything you connect to. Seek to simply be, to see clearly the ways of things, and then natural law becomes your practice, and you don't have to divide yourself against your souls intentions.
Then, manifesting becomes an act of believing in yourself, from truth and true awareness. Then the magic within you automatically becomes a byproduct of your intentions. This simplicity, this basic function as life, to me, is all Jesus was trying to get through. That you would be motivated to act for the betterment of all peoples, and to build a social contract that honors all life, not just your own.
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