what were you looking at? what were you doing,
wearing that face i couldn't recognize?
even now, you are my light.
to think that i had loved you more than i ever knew,
that it would make it so difficult to breathe.
to think that i had been by your side, how it all seems like a lie.
all i know for certain is that i will never, ever forget it.
i had loved everything. even the saddest of days, the most painful of days,
because at least, i spent them with you.
until the rain stops
i won't be going home