spent literally over 12 hours finishing an assignment today! great! felt like killing myself after. my father yelled at me and said i should shower because all i did was sit all day and did not give me any words of encouragement and because i wilt without any words of support from him i immediately thought about suicide.
received a grade back from my last networking assignment and realized i made a 26%. wow! awesome! didn’t pass any of the tests that i had tested my program on! what else is god going to throw at me that isn’t going to make me want to slit my wrists in a bathtub and bleed the fuck out!