When I Paint I feel like god or maybe even better because I am not accountable for my creation. Therefore, I try to focus rather on the process itself than on the actual result. What I realized is that when I cut out the thought of an objective or figurative result I like the result even more. The result gets objective and figurative anyways. That is a compromise I cannot avoid on this stage of my development. An impulse I cannot resist. But then more I focus on the pure process of enjoying painting without any further purpose than more dynamic and powerful the result gets. I feel more connected to these kind of paintings because they let me remember the state of mind I had during the process. So when one look at my paintings it can be seen as a snapshot of a subconscious state of mind. Something that everyone and no one can relate to. Because it is my mind, my brain, my art. However, hopefully you feel how much passion I have for what I am doing since I am 2 years old.