Im a man of dull character.
unpassionate. simple. easy to please.
Im not a man with many friends.
or much money.
I have many thoughts and few actions.
Life could be better, but I don’t care to strive
im easily burned out. The people are evil,
with kind appearances. sometimes with words, gestures…
I am a man who is both alone and lonely.
honest. hypocrite. lazy. productive. depressed. sometimes, wise.
I am a man who lacks confidence. never too sure about anything.
but at moments, find that to be both good and bad.
My personality changes with the day. drastically. and often unplanned!
words pour from my mouth and hardly reach their ears.
My heart used to live on my sleeve, but
it recently moved to my upper bicep.
It told me, it needed a change in its life.
The world hardly interest me.
I know the miracle is being alive.
There's no reason to speculate any further.
As I grow older, Ive learned, its best
not to know people to well.
But just enough to leave you curious.
If you’re still curious, then maintain the mystery.
I started smoking after my best friend
was diagnosed with lung cancer.
I want stuff knowing that it won’t help
me feel better.
Im in love, but my insecurity will get the best of me.
So I pray more. They say God can save your soul.
Science is fun but too direct.
I don’t want to know everything…
If I die alone that would be horrible!!
but not the least bit surprising.
Should I keep trying to be nice…
if my heart is not in it…no
honesty can only be taken by the table spoon.
Large amounts will destroy all.
Silence is sometimes best.
Listening should be my new hobby.
The process of dying is gonna suck.
I hope I die on a day, I feel like dying!
sometimes, life doesn’t make any got damn sense…
no reason to be philosophical.
If I get shot, it will hurt. everything will be real.
heaven and hell/ life and death.
The world will never be perfect.
Nor shall it be.
World peace. forget about it.
There's always a charismatic asshole. somewhere.
Anyway. I said what I’ve said.
For no reason at all.
Maybe I feel miserable because
Im not on drugs.
People on drugs are always upbeat, happy,
living and screaming for others to be the same
as they do lines…